写 。。。没有地址的信，给我永远的好朋友

“yo yo 现在你在哪里？”
“yo yo 现在你在做什么？”

这是你打电话给我的开场白。
我们无话不说，总是能聊上好几小时。
记得吗？我们曾在鱼尾狮旁的梯级，聊了整夜。
评论着你的作品。
抱怨着我们的工作。
八卦着我们的朋友。

每当你去香港，你一定会打电话给我。
一边逛街一边聊天，你说香港IDD很便宜。
说了很多次要一起去香港，可是我每次都不能去。
对不起。

你想念香港时，总爱去One Fullerton 的咖啡厅。
你说One Fullerton 有香港的feel。
对你而言，你不是去香港，而是回香港。

想你就写信，现在能做的也只是写信，写 。。。没有地址的信，给我永远的好朋友 －李荣新。

Happy Birthday Buddy

虽然你已不在了，还是想跟你说声“生日快乐”。

Buddy, 真的很想你。

日子一样的过，但没有了我们之间的交流。

你走了，歌也不唱了。话也少了。安排了多了工作。

怕闲下来，会觉得更寂寞。

前些日子，提起勇气跟李查看了“天冷就回来”，说好不哭，眼泪还是不听话地留了满脸。

最近，一直在听你写的歌。

身边的你

冷冻

Missing you

You left us this May 17, so sudden that we were not prepared for your passing. It has been months, I miss you lots my dearest buddy. The many times you came in my dreams not saying a word just reassuring hugs, letting me know that everything is going to be fine. Things are fine but it is so different without your company.

Happy Halloween :)

We went Sentosa last Saturday night and ....we dressed up. We were all in pj!! Tried to powder my face white but not white enough lol

In the end, I looked like a victim among my ghostly friends lol

Reading

Not very long ago, I first exposed my buddy to the angel cards and tarot cards. Now, he has progressed to be able give reading himself :)

Last night, I did my first extensive reading with him. I was amazed by how far he has come :) I asked about the job which I have gone for the interview quite sometimes back and about my soulmate/twinframe. I am looking forward to meeting him finally.

Serene rest in peace

Yesterday, received a shocking message on my phone from my sis. Serene, her close friend, has passed away. She was only 38. Her battle with cancer has come to a halt. :(

"recently seems to have many passing on... maybe the universe already starts clearing for the shift..." indeed sigh sad but at least their pains have ended.

Picnic @ Botanic Gardens

Prepared egg mayo for the picnic :)

Yesterday was little Kylie's birthday, we had a picnic.

It was a nice and lazy day.

Beside us, there was a group of very cute baby angels from some Ozzie families. They were celebrating birthdays too :)

The weather was nice and sunny until 1, thunder was heard and showers approaching. We packed up and relocated to the nearby shelter before the shower hit us.

It was a bit stuffy but still nice. We continue our picnic there and started to play cards.

The Thams :)

Bomb from Sherry and Ah Bok :)

BBQ @ Labrador Park

Celebrating the August babies' Birthday, we decided to have a BBQ at Labrador Park instead of going to the restaurants. Each of us brought something for the table. I brought my specialty Almond Longgan :P

The BBQ was fun, bringing us closer together and very relaxing :) and I brought 锵锵!! Which terrified Jean hahahaha, but no worries I brought my pink carrier.


The 2 little ones were very good with the kitten hahhahaha no fear at all. And Kyra was posing for the photos, smiling!!

Happy Birthday Kyra :) and Auntie Sherry and Godpa Ray.

锵锵 hiding in Fred's bag and loving it.

PINK DOT DAY!

Finally made it this time after missing the event for 2 years :P

It is interesting to see many boldly dressing up for this event, very admirable :) and many dogs too, dressing in pink!!! I wonder what would happen if i have brought my kitty there haahahahahahaha

My best friend, Vincent, who has been to pink dot for the past 2 years, was telling me there are alot more people this year and well, true enough, the news reported that there were more than 10,000!!! I am so thrilled to be part of the BIG PINK DOT this year!!!

To my friends, especially the LGBT, I LOVE YOU ALL!!! :)

Kevin's Birthday @ Hooters

Christine's Birthday @ Robertson Quay

Jean's Italiano Birthday Dinner

My new lunchbag :) Thanks Christine and Kev!

Kite flying with the Thams

Kyra

Kylie

@ Gerry's Wedding

Do we look like sisters?

I am baptised!!

My God-ma Debbie, we both are Benardette!!

My 2 beautiful black cats for 2 weeks!!

Minako is away for holidays starting from last night. Her 2 babies will be in good hands :) cos' they are with me!! Choco and Lito are 2 beautiful black cats that are so so adorable, and taking care of them is definitely not a chore for me but a delightful task, a very delightful one in fact. I have to move in to take of them and her plants, and she has so many!!!

Kheng ....

Finally, got to talk to Kheng. A long long "talk", over yahoo.
Better than not talking at all. The last time I went to see her and Little Faith was 2 months ago. And we couldn't really talk cos' Faith was having all my attention!! She is such a sweet little girl. I can really see Kheng in her!!

Remembering the time we studied at the airport, and back at her school, St. Nicholas.
We were so close then. We talked just about anything. Now, she is a full time mom! Given up her highly paid job to become a full time mom!! The best thing is she has no regret which is great!

Looking at her and Bobby so happy now, I am glad she didn't listen to my advice to think twice about loving a man so much older. They have an angel, Faith, and another coming. They have come a long way, and they deserved to have such blissful union.

As we talked about the past, she started to probe about my failed marriage and for the first time, she learned about my depression, my inability to love a man, my attempted suicides. I didn't want to tell her then, cos' she seemed to have so much to deal with. So like I always do, I swallowed everything. Well, it is like now too. I was listening when she told me about her morning sickness, about little Faith in school, etc. I didn't expect her to turn around and asked about me. Usually she doesn't have a chance to, either Faith wakes up and need her attention or she is feeling tired. It is a rare occasion, we talked for more than an hour.
When she told me I will find someone I could love one day, I was speechless. I wanted to tell her I have but I can't. She will freak out if I tell her I have fallen in love with a guy I have yet to meet. I don't want to be challenged with verification again. I will let Time works this out for me. There is nothing much I could do anyway. It is beyond me.

I will be planning for a day out with Faith, and it will be at the zoo!! Since her parents are not animals lovers and going to the zoo is such a chore, I will bring Faith! I remember some time back, Nick mentioned we could bring her out one day :) it would be nice if that really happen but ...

First stop zoo, next we'll go Undersea World :)
Faith, I hope you are as excited as Auntie Nancy hahahhahaahahahah

Time with the cats :)

Received a call from Minako last night. She has decided to go Europe after all to meet her boyfriend. Whatever communication issues they have, are finally resolved, I am extremely happy for them, and looking forward to meet Mr Charming when it is his turn to come visit her. Long distance relationship is tough, especially when there is a time difference of 6-8 hours.

Her utmost worry when she is away are her 2 cats. But hey, she got me!!! :)
I will be staying at her house taking care of Lito-Chan and Choco-Chan.
I have no complains, I LOVE THEM!!! Will be with them for 2 weeks :)
Ah .... bliss ................

First day out with Faith ALONE!!

Just the 2 of us, Faith is 2.5 years, and this is the first time I bring her all by myself without her Mommy!

She is such a joy to be with :) and she speaks in complete sentences, and with conjunctions!!!