@ Gerry's Wedding

Do we look like sisters?

Muffin loves the beanbag

New Pink Carrier :)

They love this carrier so much that I found them sleeping in it.

My Paintball Mask!!

They love bags!!

For some reasons, they love bags!!!

They love to lean against the bags, sleep on the bags, no matter what bags!!

Box = Toy!!!

Part of the "Action"

They want to be part of your work, too, you know. LOL

Whenever I am doing my work at home, they would be lazing on the desk, just so that they could be near me, so sweet :)

Peanut would sleep on my arm while I am programming.

Peanut and Muffin

Peanut is the brother, and Muffin is the sister.

Peanut is gutsy and very curious, he has been exploring the house, the moment I lifted the lid of the basket.  Muffin, on the other hand, is slightly smaller and very shy, but she would follow wherever her brother goes.

They are my babies :)

It warms my heart, waking up to see the little fellows, sleeping so soundly on the pillow next to me.

Peanut and Muffin playing ...

My Kittens :)

Adopted 2 kittens on 15 Oct :)

The Wait

Once again, he told me he loves me.  No reply…… from my end yet again, just a smile.  He is waiting, I know he is waiting.  I know not when I will be ready, not now, not when my heart is still full of someone else who has left me without a word.  I know I should be furious but I was not, I was too disappointed in myself to feel anything else.  I guess I have numbed.  The only time I felt anything was the many attempts I have tried to let him go but the harder I tried, the more I couldn’t……breaking down and missing him all over again.  Why is it so hard………………………………..

He is still waiting, patiently waiting for me to one day open the door in my heart I have slammed shut.

......

I have no idea why but it has ended the very moment I spoke to someone about it. And I knew the exact moment it has ended....... I have no idea how to feel about it, to be enraged? to cry? to feel resign? ...... Am I cursed? or what? I dont understand .... why?