I lost Muffin for a day. She sneaked out of a hole on the window, and sneaked out of the house. I was devastated losing her, I printed posters pasted on the walls downstairs, urging my neigbours to contact me if anyone see her. My door was left open, hoping to see her coming home, but nothing ....
At midnight, I finally gave up and close the door, dragging my listless body to shower.
When I was brushing my teeth, Peanut suddenly rushed to door.
What is it??!! I don't hear anything.
I opened the door, there she was. Sitting outside the gate, waiting to be let in.
Oh my gosh! My baby is HOME!!!
This video was taken when she attempted to sneak out again.
Peanut is gutsy and very curious, he has been exploring the house, the moment I lifted the lid of the basket. Muffin, on the other hand, is slightly smaller and very shy, but she would follow wherever her brother goes.
They are my babies :)
It warms my heart, waking up to see the little fellows, sleeping so soundly on the pillow next to me.
Once again, he told me he loves me. No reply…… from my end yet again, just a smile. He is waiting, I know he is waiting. I know not when I will be ready, not now, not when my heart is still full of someone else who has left me without a word. I know I should be furious but I was not, I was too disappointed in myself to feel anything else. I guess I have numbed. The only time I felt anything was the many attempts I have tried to let him go but the harder I tried, the more I couldn’t……breaking down and missing him all over again. Why is it so hard………………………………..
He is still waiting, patiently waiting for me to one day open the door in my heart I have slammed shut.
I have no idea why but it has ended the very moment I spoke to someone about it. And I knew the exact moment it has ended....... I have no idea how to feel about it, to be enraged? to cry? to feel resign? ...... Am I cursed? or what? I dont understand .... why?
Minako is away for holidays starting from last night. Her 2 babies will be in good hands :) cos' they are with me!! Choco and Lito are 2 beautiful black cats that are so so adorable, and taking care of them is definitely not a chore for me but a delightful task, a very delightful one in fact. I have to move in to take of them and her plants, and she has so many!!!