他

他，走了有几年了，不知他还好吗。明天是他的生日，希望他快乐。很想再听他的声音，但我知道已不可能。

Helping hands :)

Witnessed an heart warming event at the bus stop :)

2 directed the traffic at the busy stop while the bus driver to reverse and adjust the bus nearer to the curb so that the wheelchair can be loaded unto the bus :)

RIP Steve Jobs T-T

My condolences to Steve's family.

Like many PC users, we loathe Mac.  Well, that was me before. But there is something about Mac that is very seductive, but to me, it is a designer thing, and since it is a designer thing, they are ok to be that pretty. So, yeah Mac is the pretty dumb thing, until finally, I started using Mac myself. I realised how wrong I was!!  This sleek little machine is not just a pretty dumb thing, it is powerful and sleek at the same time.  It was awesome!!  On Day 1, me working on Mac, I have to orient myself with the very basic navigation, and after that it was plain awesome-ness!! I love my Mac, and I haven't touched my PC for a long long time. 

Thank you Steve, may you rest in peace. 

You have impacted the world beyond words.

Hachiko

Downloaded this movie in my phone. It has been there for a while and I refused to watch it on the bus, knowing I will be crying buckets. I was so damn right! Drowsy from my cough mixture, I clicked on this movie to drift me to sleep.... Bad idea sigh ... I couldn't stop watching and I was crying so hard urgh!!!! Swollen eyes tomorrow!!! Ok it is a Sunday I can still recover.

Why I was crying? Well I am a huge softie especially when there are animals involved :p

甜甜私房貓 :)

I found this series on PPTV and my gosh!!! I love it of course!!!! Every episode is only 3 minutes but good enough to love it. Downloaded 40 episodes on my phone so I could watch it on the bus :)

The kitty reminds me of my 不妙 except the tail hahahahha

It really made my day finding this :)

Meow!

Public Transport

Sold my car for a week now, so far taking public transport has been quite a breeze. Yesterday was the first time it was raining heavily.

Fruits Day and Breakfast Day September

Goodbye Orca

Orca is my black car, well was. Thank you for the 7.5 years of companion and mobility. We have gone thru so much together.

A story I heard just now on the radio

On my way back to the office from a meeting, I heard a story on the radio, regarding a guy missing a friend who has ended his life due to depression :(, and I thought of myself.  I do not know what is the extent of my depression, it has come and gone over the years, at first I thought it was gone for good, but I was wrong.  Sometimes, I think, maybe I am just being too emotional, or maybe not, sigh, I am confused .....
I refused to see any doctors regarding this, I know I am nuts but I do not want to be labelled as one yet, I guess.

Thinking back, having Peanut and Muffin with me, help me cope with the emotional swings.  But they are not the solution, depression still come back even though I have 4 cats now.  Well at least, I could hug the little kitten for comfort, but depression still lingers.

What should I do?

What an exciting way to turn 39!

Today is my birthday.
Instead of partying out there (well, I don't do that either hahahahaaha), I am glued to my lappy, reading tweets and FB updates on GE2011.  The 'Live' TV programming is uttering useless. They have been rambling on with analysis and analysis and more analysis!  We want the results!!
I know nothing is official yet, but hey report something that the public wants to know.
Anyway ....
the tweets updates are super duper fast, very interesting and very very direct to bones kind of comments.
>.<
The young ones care! They are no longer indifferent, and I am not as indifferent as I thought too :)
Well, I may be 39 now, but I am always young at heart :) always!!

Polling Day

I did my part :)

and I am proud :)

now let's wait .....

Glee!

Me loving Glee is not a surprise at all since I am a huge fan of musicals and I love to sing.  I like the new renditions of the songs in the show. One of my favourites is "I want to hold your hand".

I can't remember when is the last time I will absolutely keep an evening free just so I would not miss a show, and this is ONE!  I look forward to Tuesdays :P

I know this show is kinda youngish for my age, but hey, I am still very young at heart, and I don't believe there is an age limit to loving Glee :)  

Royal Wedding Afterthought

I was 9 when I watched Princess Di's fairytale wedding on TV.  Every little girl's dream is to have a perfect wedding, as for the marriage ... not much thought was given to it.  30 years later, watching the wedding of Princess Di's William, the enchanted mystical feeling no longer there.  I found myself missing Princess Di even more watching Little William now a man, starting his family.
My wedding was not as perfect as the royal wedding, but it was perfect to me at the point of execution.  As for the marriage, I thought it was perfect until it was shattered by another woman.  But it is not altogether a bad thing, I had wanted out of the suffocation, and my wish come true, so I should be grateful to her. Many life experiences will not possible if I were still in the marriage.

Finally is over ......

不妙 is the best thing that has happened to me in the midst of this.  There is a sense of lost and saddness when I finally passed the bag to the receptionist and walked out of the place, but no I should be glad, I have to move on, I must!  I must be strong!

Nomination Day

There is an air of excitement overcast today - due to the nomination of the GE.
My FB news feed is full of comments regarding this matter!!!

I should be following Lyn to watch the opposition rally this Friday. Well, I have never been to any, and so many people it was exciting, my boss even said it is better than rock concert!??  Hmmm.... really? I have been to Depeech Mode Concert in my early 20s, and it was SUPER AWESOME! Can the rally beat that??? Anyway, Lyn said it might be fun, so I agreed to tag along my dear reporter friend, to witness one for myself.  Hope it is fun and exciting, like what many have said.

Strength

I do not have strength through the night to wear the mask which I have worn for the whole day. Please give me the sanity not to hurt myself anymore. Please.

寂寞寂寞就好 (Hebe)

那天听到这首歌，我哭了。。。。。。。一直都没有仔细听歌词，直到在ktv唱时，我呆了，眼泪跟着就流下。


還是原來那個我 不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾 遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容

不算什麼 愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯 早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了 想到快瘋掉
死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了 賴著不放掉
人本來就寂寞的 借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你 是我自己做夢你有改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用 每個人有每個人的業障因果

會有什麼 什麼都沒有
早點看破 才看得見以後

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了 想到快瘋掉
死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了 賴著不放掉
人本來就寂寞的 我總會把你戒掉

One day I will fly away ....

I am still wishing for that day to come, to fly far far away .........

I follow the night
Can't stand the light
When will I begin to live again

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could your love do for me
When will love be through with me
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
Fly fly away...

My Milk Toof

This is the site that brought me back to blogger!!!

Reading this cute site, reminded me that I, too, have a blog!!

And so, after many many years of absence, I am BACK!!!

Ok, back to Milk Toof, it is super super kawaiiiiiiiiii.

And it brought smiles :) grins :D

Hey Blogger!! How'ya doing?

With the introduction of friendster, then now Facebook, what happened to blogger?

I know they are different, but ain't they similar, in the fact that, all of them are tools to express ourselves.

Seriously, I missed the days of writing.  Used to feel so much, and would write pages and pages of after thoughts, what have happened to those days?  Have I lost my emotion? or just plain lazy?

Hahahaa.. kinda mixture of both I guess.  Sigh.  

I choose not to post every single thoughts on FB status, that would be too overwhelming for the friends, as they will be receiving updates, kinda like imposing on them too. And sometimes, some things are just too private to share with the world.  Is not that my blog is private, but unless someone follow it, or someone chanced upon, it will be left rather unnoticed. Who would be so insane to follow my blog anyway.

Yes, it is good to found you, my long lost friend :)

I shall try my best to stay this way remembering you and talking to you :)

Just for my own record, the last entry posted before I have found blogger today was "June 28 2007 - My 2 beautiful cats for 2 weeks", when I was babysitting Minako's 2 cats!!

I will be adding in posts from the past ... from June 28 2007 .... it is like updating bits of my life history ....